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Weight Update

I've been on a diet for about 2/3weeks now

and I'm glad to say that so far I've lost 8 pounds :)

(3 pounds of which I put on over a two week holiday in Nigeria)

now my current weight is 9.5stone

Leaving me with only 5 pounds more to shed til I reach my target weight of 9stone

:)

Which will probably take about another 2-3 weeks

Where The Wild Things Are

Me, My friend and his camera

Back on Track!

Omg omg omg

guys you have no idea how excited I am right now!
remember I was talking about making this huge decision about the next 3/4 years of my life career wise?
Well after some talks with some friends, my closest friend, my mum and my GOD.

It's like, I wasn't even facing this crisis less than a week ago.

I have decided to stick with my original plan, but not because I'm scared of change; but because I actually really do love helping people, it's in my nature and if I could one day get paid to do something that comes so naturally to me, then I'm going to go for it and work my ass off to get it by all means.

Just because I didn't do as well as I wanted doesn't mean I suck at what I'm doing, it just means that I didn't work hard enough and I know that within myself.

So yesterday after church I sorted out my 5 university choices, my top 3, open days, entry requirements.

All that's left is my personal statement (which I really should have done a while ago) and getting my placement at a occupational theraputic ward ;) (THANKS MUM)

See guys, It just feels amazing to know that you're getting your life on track. It may be slowly, but it's surely.
 xxxxx

-_- I just had the most stressful morning

Now it's official I only do the craziest shit for my "best friend"

my housephone is ringing off the hook, reluctantly i decide to pick it up only to hear my friend's voice tellin me

"I don't care what you're doing right now u have to go to edmonton green train station to pick up £30 from a friend of mine so you can put it in my account so i can buy a train ticket out of Hastings to go to Milton Keynes cause I'm stranded.

Oh and you have 5minutes, he's on the train and will be at the station soon"

-_-

Erm....wahhht? *screwface*

I'm so sorry but there is NO way i can get to edmonton green train station in 5 minutes, i live atleast 10 minutes away from there.

and why the fuck are u stranded in the first place? who asked you to go to Hastings?

Now my mobile battery was dead, hence why she was calling on my landline,

so that caused even more of a dilema...

this story is too fuckin long to recite word for word u know so I'm just gna cut it short.

I had to charge my phone for like 3minutes, run out my house, no bra, no shower, no brushing of teeth,

and some IDIOT decided to take my housekeys so i had to run around like a headless chicken looking for someone else's pair

Power walk out of my house

(the guy rang me and told me the train was due at the station for 11:07 , giving me just over 15 minutes which was more time than i was actually informed of ¬¬)

Power walked to the station hoping I didn't bump into anyone

and i magically happend to get there on time....waited....collected the money

then had to go all the way to angel edmonton cause there is no santandaer in Edmonton Green. KMT

and come all the way back home stinkin, to find that My brother is occupying the bathrooom. FFS.

so i decided to write this in the meantime, and now I'm going to have my bath.

GOSH MAN I SWEAR THE SHIT I DO FOR THIS GIRL IS FXCKIN RIDICULOUS.

RumbleRumbleRumble

I hate being awake at these times cause I get very hungry.

And as of today I'm on a diet.
    I've put on 3 pounds
        but I'm looking to drop one stone.

from 10st - 9st. Which I think is reasonable.

And if you don't.....

I don't care

Change of plan?

After getting my AS results, I started seriously contemplating my lack of interest for Sociology, reconsidering my passion for Psychology and reassessing my motive for Performing Arts.

(I didn't fail or anything, I passed but just not as well as I would've liked.)

Now It doesn't matter how good I am at something, I wont commit to it if my heart isn't there.

And to be perfectly honest my heart abandoned Sociology a long time ago, it's loosing interest in psychology and is just straight playin Performing Arts.

So ultimately, what I'm saying is.

I think I'm going to drop one or two of these subjects.

Now, I don't pay much attention to UCAS but what I do know is that I don't want to have to retake a whole year; (I mean, why should I, I didn't fail) I just want to pick up an AS in their place or something. But I'll sort that all out when I go to re-enrol next friday.

I'm still awake because for the past hour plus I have been looking at Courses in FashionPhotography at a couple of Uni's, and it's far cry from what I was convinced I was going to do for the next 3-4years.

I've been convinced that I was going to uni to do a course in Counselling Psychology, but the way I'm feeling at the moment

My heart just isn't there any more.

Now maybe I'm just looking too deep into this

Or maybe I'm not as cut out for the Social Sciences as I thought

But I have this yearning for photography

and this zeal for fashion.

Wow, Am I really about to take this route?

I think I may just be headed down that road.

I just have a few things to say

During my time away (on the plane and in Nigeria) I came to these (unbiased) conclusions.

Watching Avatar on a plane is a next ting

Libya Produces some Fine Men. (Thank you)

Roasted corn and fresh coconut is a munch and a half.

If you can drive in Nigeria you can drive anywhere

When you deal with Pound Sterling, Nigerian Currency is a waste of time.

(£1 = 240 Nira)

-_- 

My Point exactly

Apart from The General Overseer of the R.C.C.G Pastor E.A Adeboye

Indomie is the best thing to come out of Nigeria. (followed closely by Fan ice)

Thank you and Goodnight 

I got my Window Seat

:)

Hi, I'm back From Nigeria/Tripoli

The past two weeks were so peaceful, mainly because I got the chance to get away from Everyone and Everything.

 I do wish I had a camera with me tho, I had to make do with a good quality camera phone (5mega pix). But my battery kept dying so fast out there so there were moments I didn't get a chance to take as many pics as I wanted to :(

Anyways, I don't wanna do much talking. I'll just post the view pics that I have up.

xx

 mommy dearest in the 1st /Business Class lounge at Gatwick.

                               Lovely.

 Airborne 

                      Tripoli (Libya)

Lounge in Tripoli.

Which reminds me, this is where I made all my cute Libyan male friends :) One of em even asked my mum if he could marry me.

LoL.

    Okada (Motorbike) Most popular form of transport. It is the most efficient. But I don't particularly think it's the safest

              Abekouta 

 My aunts House, this is the Parlour, I really wanted to get pics of the whole house on the estate but as i said before my battery was giving me problems.

I'm goin on an Airplane and I dunno If I'll be back again..

Today, I leave you for approximately two weeks

 Maestro *cue sad violin music* thanks.

So I really don't know how ur gonna cope without me and my Toludicrousness :(

I'm off to the Jungle, to play Tarzan and Jane :)

Currently; En Route to Gatwick Airport  ;)

Ciao Bella 

 Kisses *mwah* xx

I woke up Early This Mornin

I don't think ya'll heard me
       I woke up Early this mornin

But I still ain't seen the sun  

    Oh oh

    ohh oh 

             uh ohh

I'm so happy I finally have this bag in my life

Ahhhh, my life is complete now <3

Pack it in.

Yeaahhh

Just now making a start on packing my suitcase for 2mrrow.

Ah, my Holdall rather.

My room smells a little like a nail salon (Pt 2)

I'm so tired man.
I can't be assed to make a start on my right hand
That's just effort.

*y a w n*

And This little piggy went to the market

I was at Dalston market yesterday (Dalston Kingsland E8)
Bought a few bits and pieces &
Made a new friend :)


And here is a picture of me and my new favourite thing.

Which should definitely come in handy as of Tuesday when I'm away on Holiday

I'm losing weight...

But to be honest,

I don't really mind.

Mainly because I put weight on (apparently)

As long as my derriere and hips don't go nowhere

It's not a problem.

Love and Affection

It will be on my playlist by the end of the day.

Is it by force?

Primark is helping out a lot of girls boy

Now, I have no issue with shopping in Primark.

But four of the biggest bags?

You should've seen the way this girl was struggling to carry them.

Just take it easy.

Primark ain't goin nowhere.

FFS

Frik.I went to sleep at 4:40am this morning.
its almost 12pm
I'm sposed to

Take a shower,

Get dressed,

go to the bank,

 do some grocery shopping, 

go back home

 then go all the way to Dalston

 and be back before 4:30 to go to a wedding reception.

How the hell am I sposed to fit all that in, given the time that I have?

"My Porcelain God"

Scrubs Season 3, Episode 13: "My Porcelain God"

The "Epiphany Toilet"

Gee, I wish I had one of those.

Nomnomnomnon

*Cue Geordie Accent* (subtitles available)

D'eay fouwa (Day4) In the Blogspot hous an blog meate Tolulu as finally gotten her Cheerios, due to succesfully complea'en (completing) a sho'innp (shopping) task las niet (lastnight)

Hey there tummy, What's that you're sayin?

 Its saying "Feed me.
                            you lazy cow"

 Oh =/

But I really don't like eating past 12:30am 

And It just so happens that I'm craving for those cheerios cause I know there is milk in the fridge now.
But not to worry, I'm just gonner sleep it off & When I wake up I will finally be having those tasty little O's first thing in morning.

I'll make sure of it. >:)

Sorry Harry!

Aw I just got an inbox from my friend Harry (Thats Headboy Harry to you)  but, he was blasting me for almost giving him a heart attack with my previous post.
 Sorrrrrry Harrrry :(

He was ready to jump out of bed and be my Superman and come to the rescue of this damsel in distress from an "apparent" knocking on her front door :$

 Sorry to anyone else I may have given a heart attack to..
Thats just my sense of humour..
 But just to clear everything up

There has been NO Knocking I repeat NO KNOCKING at my front door.

I am safe :) xxx

Knock Knock... =l Who's There?!?!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!


FML FML FML FML FML FML FML

 :'( :'( :'( :'(

so there is a *knock knock* at my front door.

WHO THE F*@%K IS THERE?!?!

No one :)

OH GOD NO NOT ANOTHER STALKER PLEASEEE!

OMG WHY ON EARTH DO I ALWAYS ATTRACT THE PSYCHOS/WEIRDOS/NUTJOBS :'( :'(

 I came out my house to go get the MILK I was craving for yeah for my Cheerios from what TWO DAYS AGO out my mums car then this guy catches me off guard asking for directions to this road, that is Literally Just the next road. So I'm there proper givin him directions cos im like 

'yayy i kno were this is i can actually help him out here'

Then he interrupts me in mid speech "you have beautiful eyes" ..ah..thanks :) So u keep going str8 then u take a right  "to be honest i dont actually need directions I just wanted to get ur attention"

Ah o.ka.y "So whats your name?" .......NAOMI (This is the name i give to ppl I can tell are not quite together upstairs) "Ahh Naomi ur eyes r really beautiful, just wnted to get ur attention *cue creepy smile*

tbh mate, im in a rush i jus came to get sum shopping from my mums car "OHHH, SO YOU LIVE ROUND HERE THEN? :D" .......yes :(

"then y aint i seen u b4? what do u do? where abouts do u live, do u have a boyfriend?" YES (lie) "but do u live with him? ;)"...YES (another lie)

"Can i get ur number?" no sorry, im actually in a rush, "AHHH BUT I WANT IT! HOW ABOUT U MEET ME BAK OUT HERE IN AN HOUR BABE?"

Erm nah I dnt really want to if im honest "Nahh I'll wait for u, u said ur name's Naomi yeah? cool I'll be here"

So i power walk away into my car, try to waste time to see if he walks off, NOPE! he was still standing there watching the carrr :( :(

I come out n try run away.. "NAOMI! YOU GOT A PEN IN THE CAR? CHECK FOR A PEN SO U CAN TAKE MY NUMBER DOWN" nahh i DONT WANT ur number!

"LOLOLOL, AITE, ONE HOUR YEAH, THEN U CAN COME BACK TO MINE TO CHILL FOR A BIT *cue psychotic look in eyes :)"                *I start to walk off* look bak hes still there

NOW my house is smack bang across the road from where we are in my view and most definitely no doubt in his view too, now my mum is prob thinking "hmm Tolus been out for a bit now..what's taking her so long?" but there is NO way I'm walking into my house right now

so i walk Past it but the next turn is toooo far down i look back, i can see him looking for me FML

i just had to cross back over i cudnt hack not being safe at home.

Then i thought u know what FUCK IT, im goin in my house why am i letting this douchebag stop me?

(Erm maybe because he'll know where you live and haunt you forever? :)

He saw me walkin back towards him but i kno this must have been GOD

he just started to walk off...THANK YOU JESUS.

i rannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn to my front door and locked that sheet behind me boy.

when 10:30 hits he said he'll be back there waiting for me.

If at 10:40 there is a knock on my door. Just know I have a new stalker.